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in that last nanosecond, they saw what they were, that you, yourself, this whole big drama, it was never anything but a jerry-rig of presumption and dumb will and you could just let go finally now that you didn't have to hold on so tight... to realize that all your life--
最後の瞬間 自分が何であるかを知る 自分は疑惑と欲望の 対象でしかないと そして死ぬ