Usted buscó: ninalotaka (Suajili - Inglés)

yaani, badala ya kufanya lile jambo jema ninalotaka, nafanya lile baya nisilotaka.
for the good that i would i do not: but the evil which i would not, that i do.

jambo la huzuni ninalotaka kusema hapa, ni kuwa baada ya miaka 3, mtu ambaye nilitarajia na kutumaini kuwa angenipokea kama nilivyo, hajaweza kuikubali hali na ananiangalia kama vile sijatimia.
the sad thing that i would like to address here is, that after 3 years, the person i hoped and wished to be able to accept me for what i am, still cannot accept it and look at me as i am incomplete.

kichwa hiki cha habari lazima kiwe moja ya mambo yasiyovutia kabisa anayoweza kuyaandika mwandishi wa habari, na mada hii lazima itakuwa kwenye kundi la mada zisizoandikwa mara nyingi, lakini kwa somo ninalotaka kuliandikia nilidhani ni lazima kuweka pembeni kila nilichowahi kufundishwa na hivyo nitaandika kwa kutumia ujuzi wa kijima.
this headline must be one of the worst things a journalist could write, and this topic must be one of the least written-about, but for the subject i'm writing about i felt it necessary to abandon everything i've been taught and write primitively.