Usted buscó: pakawala (Tagalo - Inglés)

pakawala
prostitute

pakawala na babae
pakawala woman

pero habang tumatagal ay unti unti kong nararamdaman ang pakawala ng gana.
but as time goes on i gradually feel anorexia.

noong una'y ayos lang dahil baka tinatamad lamang akong gumalaw, pero habang tumatagal ay unti unti kong nararamdaman ang pakawala ng gana. ganang mabuhay? gumising? magpatuloy? hindi ko na rin alam. pakiramdam ko wala akong silbi, na napakawalang kwenta ko. hindi ko na alam kung anong gagawin, para akong mababaliw. minsan naiinis ako, minsan nalulungkot, o di kaya’y naiiyak na lang ng walang dahilan. gulong gulo na ako, kahit sarili ko hindi ko na maintindihan. linggo at buwan ang lumipas
at first it was okay because i might just be lazy to move, but as time went on i gradually felt anorexia. want to live? wake up? continue? i don’t even know. i feel useless, that i am so worthless. i didn't know what to do, i felt like i was going crazy. sometimes i get annoyed, sometimes i feel sad, or i just cry for no reason. i'm a tire mess, even myself i can no longer understand. weeks and months passed