Je was op zoek naar: one minute i'm happy and the next , i feel broken (Engels - Hindi)

i don't know what’s happiness with me one minute i am happy and next i feel broken
मुझे नहीं पता कि अब क्या खुशी है

one minute we cannot talk to the legally elected chief minister of kashmir as he demands autonomy and the next minute we talk to terrorists who demand a merger with pakistan .
पहले हम कश्मीर के वैध तरीके से निर्वाचित मुयमंत्री से उनकी स्वायत्तता की मांग के चलते बात करने से मना कर देते हैं , और फिर हम उन आतंकवादियों से बात करने बै जाते हैं जो पाकिस्तान के साथ विलय की मांग करते हैं .

translate . " it is easy to say something is hard to do if you never trying doing it this saying hits home for me because there was a time i thought i could not play sports or thought that it would be a struggle because i had some problem with my feet. after beating myself up over not having the courage to try, my friends encouraged me to try out for basketball. when starting out it was a little hard to run and bounce the ball at the same time, it took even more energy and effort to shoot the ball. this did not help in keeping my spirit high. i felt defeated and stopped trying. while feeling bad about not being good right away i remembered what my mom told me “everything does not come easy, you have to work for it”. this made me feel better and i practiced every day after school until i learned how to play the game. now basketball is my favourite sport, if i had not tried it wouldn’t have been possible for me to brag about my accomplishments today. you will never know if you are good at it. confidence is the key when it comes to trying something new. don’t be a failure by thinking you cannot do something or not even try. when making a mistake, try harder the next time and it will eventually become easy. you will be very happy and pleased in yourself when you try to do something and succeed. when attempting to do something put in the effort so you can be the best at it. i have learned that not trying is worst than trying and failing. one day i saw a farmer who was going with his old donkey but suddenly the old donkey fell into the well . the farmer thought that the donkey was too old and therefore he decided to through the dirt into and bury him in the well. so he called all his neighbours to help. everybody started to through dust on him. the donkey started to cry loudly. but the old donkey got a terrific idea to save himself . when every shovel of dust which was landed into the well , he just shakes it up and step up. so when the farmer and his neighbors continues to through the dust , he just shakes it up and step up. atlast the donkey comes out with joyful face and the farmer was just astonished to see him. this incident teaches me : " never give up." i have so much to learn and will try my hardest to accomplish all my goals
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