Je was op zoek naar: there's so much evidence this time, (Engels - Tagalog)

and there's so much more i gain
at marami pang iba

there’s so much to smile about
napakaraming ng aking mga ngiti ay nagsisimula sa iyo

there’s so much i wanna say but mind
ang dami kong gustong sabihin pero

why is there so much clutter?ffc zoo
bakit sobrang kalat

wish to be there so much close to you now
wish to be there so much close to you now

there’s so much i wanna say but if i talk about it i'll start crying
maraming gusto kong sabihin ngunit na

dear jp, i’ve always imagined writing this to you and in some variations i have, but this time it will be final and for the first time i think i’m finally realizing this is the end of “us". i hate that i can’t get you out of my head, but i don’t want you to leave my mind because that’s the only place i still get to hold you as mine. i’m afraid that the space between us has made you realize we aren’t right for each other. i’m afraid this space put you into the arms of another girl. i’m afraid i was just another lesson. just another tough realization that made you tighten up and come clear on what you really wanted. i’m afraid to hear that you’re at peace with our story being over. at peace with the reason we met to serve a single season. how did we get here? it wasn’t supposed to end like this. we had plans. we had dreams. we still had so much to do. i thought we had so much time. but love is a strict teacher too. it breaks your heart, makes you insane, makes you want to die, makes you want to destroy everything including your innocent heart which was so full and now feels like weightless tumbleweed flying around in the heavy tornado of emotions
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