Şunu aradınız:: kasi pakiramdam ko niloloko na lang nya... (Tagalogca - İngilizce)

kasi pakiramdam ko niloloko na lang nya ako
because i feel like he's just cheating on me

pakiramdam ko nag iisa na lang ako
lahat nang nilalapitan ko pinagtatawanan lang ako

kasi pakiramdam ko pinaglalaruan mo lang ako
because i feel like you're just relying with me

masama kasi pakiramdam ko
ok nba

masama po kasi pakiramdam ko kaya ako sumuka
hindi ako pumasuk nung nakaraan

kahit na ampon lang nya ako
even if i was just adopted

dinahilan nya na lang na hindi ka nya kilala at pinaglalaruan ka lang nya
excused

mama sarah baka pwede na po ako magpahinga? masama po kasi pakiramdam ko, my minstration po kasi ako masakit po puson at ulo ko, tapos naman po ako maglinis.
mama sarah maybe i can rest? i feel bad, my minstration because i hurt my stomach and my head, then i clean.

noong una'y ayos lang dahil baka tinatamad lamang akong gumalaw, pero habang tumatagal ay unti unti kong nararamdaman ang pakawala ng gana. ganang mabuhay? gumising? magpatuloy? hindi ko na rin alam. pakiramdam ko wala akong silbi, na napakawalang kwenta ko. hindi ko na alam kung anong gagawin, para akong mababaliw. minsan naiinis ako, minsan nalulungkot, o di kaya’y naiiyak na lang ng walang dahilan. gulong gulo na ako, kahit sarili ko hindi ko na maintindihan. linggo at buwan ang lumipas
at first it was okay because i might just be lazy to move, but as time went on i gradually felt anorexia. want to live? wake up? continue? i don’t even know. i feel useless, that i am so worthless. i didn't know what to do, i felt like i was going crazy. sometimes i get annoyed, sometimes i feel sad, or i just cry for no reason. i'm a tire mess, even myself i can no longer understand. weeks and months passed