Şunu aradınız:: do i have to join up all the dots round here (İngilizce - Latince)

how long do i have to stay here?
quamdiu hic mihi manendum est?

do i have to take this medicine?
estne hoc medicamentum mihi sumendum?

do i have to write a letter?
estne tibi epistula scribenda?

i have digged and drunk strange waters, and with the sole of my feet have i dried up all the rivers of besieged places.
ego succidi et bibi aquas alienas et siccavi vestigiis pedum meorum omnes aquas clausa

i have digged, and drunk water; and with the sole of my feet have i dried up all the rivers of the besieged places.
ego fodi et bibi aquam et exsiccavi vestigio pedis mei omnes rivos aggeru

so many times; a broken heart. so many times; a memory to crush. so many times; a wish for death. i wish to cease my existence, so what do i have to lose?
totiens; cor contritum. totiens; memoriam tempus ut contereret electos. totiens; a optare mortem. utinam istud mihi dari, ut quid mihi perdere?