Results for me trabo translation from Spanish to English

me angustio, se me traba la lengua.
"and my breast straitens, and my tongue expresses not well.

26:13 me angustio, se me traba la lengua.
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me angustio, se me traba la lengua. ¡envía por aarón!
and "my breast is straitened and my tongue is not fluent; so send aaron as well;

me perdono a mi misma por aceptar y permitirme a mi misma llegar al grado donde culpo a x por no cumplir mis expectativas de complacerme dejando de mentir y con su manera de ser y me trabo cerrando toda comunicación y mostrando una actitud fría e indiferente, en esto me perdono a mi misma porque no he querido entender que x tiene su propio proceso y que muestra y experimenta lo que sus propias memorias tienen programado y que puede ser un punto de apoyo para mi para verme a mi misma donde miento y tengo doble cara, sin embargo me he permitido entrar en la tentación emocional de culpar a x, para no tomar responsabilidad de mi misma y mi mente, por esto me perdono a mi misma.
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to go into this mode of having to compete with others and to compete with x, and my particular memory of finding a seat in the back of the old school bus, from school, where x being older than me always having the so called cool seats way in the back, and i would fail to see that a seat is a seat no matter where it is in the buss and that they are identical and the same, and i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself how i was acting from a point of obsessive compulsive disorder where i felt like i have to sit in the back of the buss to be cool, and to compete and failing to realize that the cool was really to sit where there was seats in a practical manner.