Usted buscó: i have died many times, but never like this (Inglés - Latín)

i have often feared but never run
dum spiro spero

so many times; a broken heart. so many times; a memory to crush. so many times; a wish for death. i wish to cease my existence, so what do i have to lose?
totiens; cor contritum. totiens; memoriam tempus ut contereret electos. totiens; a optare mortem. utinam istud mihi dari, ut quid mihi perdere?