검색어: i have my own share of hell (영어 - 네팔어)

i have my reports with myself
म यो भन्न चाहन्छु कि म स्कूल आउन अस

my first day of grade nine was so nerve racking. i remember having sweaty palms the whole morning, and couldn't even enjoy my big "first day of grade 9" breakfast my mom had made for me. i didn't know what to think having no older brothers or sisters that had gone before me. "why did i have to be the oldest in the family" i thought to myself. if only i had a cousin or someone to break the ice for me. i was on my own. i got ready in my brand new jeans and shirt. the new clothes made feel ready fo
कक्षा ९ को मेरो पहिलो दिन यति धेरै नर्भ रैकिंग थियो । मलाई पूरै बिहान पसिना आउने हत्केलाहरू भएको याद छ, र मेरी आमाले मेरो लागि बनाएको मेरो ठूलो "कक्षा ९ को पहिलो दिन" नास्ताको मज्जा लिन पनि सक्नुभएन । मभन्दा अघि गएका ठूला दाजुभाइ वा दिदीबहिनीहरू नभएकाले मैले के सोच्ने भन्ने कुरा मलाई थाहा थिएन । "म परिवारमा सबैभन्दा जेठो किन हुनुपर्यो" मैले मनमनै सोचें । यदि मेरो लागि बरफ तोड्नको लागि मेरो चचेरे भाई वा कोही थियो भने । म एक्लै थिएँ । म मेरो ब्रान्ड नयाँ जिन्स र शर्टमा तयार भएँ । नयाँ लुगाले तयार भएको महसुस गरायो