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reliving his sick fantasy.
妄想を解き放ってる

sicko was probably reliving his crime.
変質者は 犯罪を思い起こしたでしょうね

just sort of reliving some things, you know, just ....
しみじみと昔を思いながら

he's revisiting the scene of the crime, reliving it.
- ぼくもそう思う 現場に現れて

but other days he's mendez the madman, reliving his cartel glory.
別の日は... メンデスは"狂人" カルテルの栄光に生きる

so is he warming up for his golden ticket, or just reliving whatever it is he did to her?
金色のチケットを 探してる？ 同じ犯行をして...