Je was op zoek naar: you ask me, what do i love eat (Engels - Latijn)

what do i say
quod dico facere

what do i have?
mihi habeo

oh my, how often do you ask! what do you do
quod saepe rogavisti, ecce! id tibi do

i hate and i love. why do i do this, maybe you're asking? i don't know, but i feel it happening and it tortures me.
odi et amo. quare id faciam, fortasse requiris. nescio, sed fieri sentio et excrucior.

so many times; a broken heart. so many times; a memory to crush. so many times; a wish for death. i wish to cease my existence, so what do i have to lose?
totiens; cor contritum. totiens; memoriam tempus ut contereret electos. totiens; a optare mortem. utinam istud mihi dari, ut quid mihi perdere?