Je was op zoek naar: change is what to move us forward (Engels - Tagalog)

change is what to move us forward
change is what to move us forward

that is what to expect
kulahan

what to dothen the others, ask joyce if it's ok not to move since the status is not active
patanong kay joyce if ok lang na hindi na galawin since hindi naman active ang statud

at first it was okay because i might just be lazy to move, but as time went on i gradually felt anorexia. want to live? wake up? continue? i don’t even know. i feel useless, that i am so worthless. i didn't know what to do, i felt like i was going crazy. sometimes i get annoyed, sometimes i feel sad, or i just cry for no reason. i'm a tire mess, even myself i can no longer understand. weeks and months passed
noong una'y ayos lang dahil baka tinatamad lamang akong gumalaw, pero habang tumatagal ay unti unti kong nararamdaman ang pakawala ng gana. ganang mabuhay? gumising? magpatuloy? hindi ko na rin alam. pakiramdam ko wala akong silbi, na napakawalang kwenta ko. hindi ko na alam kung anong gagawin, para akong mababaliw. minsan naiinis ako, minsan nalulungkot, o di kaya’y naiiyak na lang ng walang dahilan. gulong gulo na ako, kahit sarili ko hindi ko na maintindihan. linggo at buwan ang lumipas