Je was op zoek naar: holding on to what i haven't (Engels - Tagalog)

holding on to what matters
hinahawakan ko

holding on to you
i will keep on holding on

that's what i'm holding on to
pinanghahawakan ko sa buhay

but i haven't move on to him yet
and maybe i haven't move on since that night

listen to what i say
makinig ka sa sinabi ko makinig ka sa sinabi ko

i held on to what he said
pinanghawakan ko ang aking iniisip

don't listen to what i say
dimo kasi nainintindihan ang tagalog diba

clutching a knife; holding on to a knife
kapit sa patalim

i will hold on to what you said
panghahawakan ko mga sinabi mo

you're not even close to what i know
wala ka pa sa kalingkingan ni alyzza

you really bring me back to what i said
talagang binabalik mo saakin kung anong sinabi ko

you can't bring me back to what i used to be
hindi mo na maibabalik ang bagay na nasira na

that is when you will want to listen to what i have to say tagalog
that is when you will want to listen to what i have to say

he does not seem to be able to catch on to what she is saying.
parang hindi niya maintindihan ang sinasabi ng babae.

what did i do to lose such things i think i just paid more attention to what i was doing like playing online games and social media
ang ginawa ko para mawala ang mga ganung bagay na iniisip ko mas binigyan pansin ko nalang ung mga pinagkakaabalahan ko katulad ng pag lalaro ng online games at social media

i thought ai was in the period of moving on but my heart betrayed me over and over and over again no matter what i dont you are still in my heart and mind what is with you that i keep holding on even if
akala ko nasa period of moving on na si ai pero paulit ulit akong pinagtaksilan ng puso ko kahit anong gawin ko ikaw pa rin ang nasa puso at isip ko ano ba ang meron sayo na patuloy kong pinanghahawakan kahit

get educated. use the schools of our country for as much as they can give. learn from our older men what they know. then go abroad. if you can do no better, study in spain, but preferably study in freer countries. read what foreigners have written about the philippines for their writings have not been censored. see in the museums of other lands what the ancient filipinos really were. be a filipino always, but an educated filipino. heretofore we have had thinkers among us but their thoughts have died with them. such progress as has been made has been individual and not of the country. i have tried to pass on to you what i received from my teachers. do you now do the same for those who come after you."
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