Je was op zoek naar: pretending that i'm okay even i'm not (Engels - Tagalog)

im so tired of pretending that i'm okay
so tired to pretend that you okay

me pretending that i'm ok but deeply inside i'm dying
me pretending that i 'm ok but deeply inside i' m dying.

i have to show that i'm okay even if i don't
kailangan ko ipakita na ok lang ako kahit hindi

don't ask me if i'm okay, cause i'm not
kung magbago ako mangyaring huwag magtanong sa akin kung bakit

pretending that i'm notnot affected even though it's hurts
pretending that i'm not affected eveneven though it hurts

she told me that i'm not enoungh
sinabi niya sa akin na hindi ako enough

i'm ashamed that i'm not pretty
kung maganda lang ako hindi ako mahihiya ipa kita ang muka ko sayu

but it doesn't mean that i'm not hurting
but it doesn 't mean that i' m not hurting

i'm he first to say that i'm not perfect
may anak kana?

thank you for choosing me, even i'm not the best.
salamat sa pagpili sa akin, kahit na hindi ako ang pinakamahusay.

this is all i can tell you that i'm not really a beauty
ito lang masasabi ko sayo na hindi talaga ako kagandahan

i know that i'm not the perfect girlfriend but i'm trying may best to be a perfect girlfriend
i know that i 'm not the perfect girlfriend but i' m trying may best to be a perfect girlfriend

that i'm not the only one here who's going to take the lead on everything
na hindi lang ako dito mangunguna patin na rin sa lahat ng bagay

even i'm not enough your not be the reason why should i give up
kahit na hindi ako sapat hindi ka magiging dahilan kung bakit ako susuko

i'm not handsome but so if i prove that i'm serious
hindi man ako gwapo pero kaya kung patunayan na seryoso ako

you can body shame me all you want at least i know for myself that i'm not insecure and i whetever i want all the time
you can body shame me all you want at least alam ko sa sarili ko na hindi ako insecure and i whetever i want all the timeh

i just do not want to say that i'm going to be a lover because i do not really love you because my mother is a pretty girl sorry i'm sorry i do not want to translate because i'm not married to my wife
yan lang ba ang gusto mo saakin ang papahubarin aku kasi hindi muako mahal talaga kasi my ibakang babae na maganda sahil sorry peru ako kasi hindi ko ugaling maghubad kasi hindi panama kita asawa wala patayu ikasal

i like you but i'm not ready to commit yet i hope u understand that i'm not capable to give you the label that you want just yet i want you to meet the best version of me.
i like you but i'm not ready to commit yet i hope u understand that i'm not capable to give you the label that you want just yet i want you to meet the best version of me.

yes i'm not mattured yet,because then i can just say that i'm a matture if i'm proud and i don't rely on my parents anymore, that's the definition of mattured for me.but if mattured wedge until word noway.
oo ang hindi pa ako mattured,kasi saka ko nalang masabi na matture na ako kung may maipagmamalaki na ako at di na ako umasa sa magulang ko,yan ang depinisyon ng mattured para sakin.pero kung mattured kalang hanggang salita noway.opinyon ko lang naman para sa mga taong nang iinsulto sakin para clear sa kanila ang pagiging immature ko