Je was op zoek naar: put you to bed when you've had to much to drink (Engels - Tagalog)

so i can let you get plastered and i can drive you home and put you to bed. lol
so i can let you get plastered and i can drive you home and put you to bed.

dear jp, i’ve always imagined writing this to you and in some variations i have, but this time it will be final and for the first time i think i’m finally realizing this is the end of “us". i hate that i can’t get you out of my head, but i don’t want you to leave my mind because that’s the only place i still get to hold you as mine. i’m afraid that the space between us has made you realize we aren’t right for each other. i’m afraid this space put you into the arms of another girl. i’m afraid i was just another lesson. just another tough realization that made you tighten up and come clear on what you really wanted. i’m afraid to hear that you’re at peace with our story being over. at peace with the reason we met to serve a single season. how did we get here? it wasn’t supposed to end like this. we had plans. we had dreams. we still had so much to do. i thought we had so much time. but love is a strict teacher too. it breaks your heart, makes you insane, makes you want to die, makes you want to destroy everything including your innocent heart which was so full and now feels like weightless tumbleweed flying around in the heavy tornado of emotions
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