Je was op zoek naar: rejoicing (Engels - Tagalog)

crown of rejoicing
korona ng pagsasaya

thank you for rejoicing me
salamat dahil pinasaya mo ako

as i stared here on the terrace of my apartment i couldn't help but think that i would once again have the nightmare that i experience every night. since i was a child what i dreamed was not good and i did not want to see. fear always envelops me whenever i realize it's time to go to sleep. i went to the front door and sat on the floor as i heard the laughter of the people rejoicing in their respective homes. i just asked myself,
habang nakatulala ako dito sa terrace ng apartment ko ay hindi ko maiwasang isipin na sasabak na naman ako sa malalang panaginip na kada gabi kong nararanasan. simula bata ako kung ano anong napapanaginipan kong hindi maganda at ayaw kong makita. binabalot ako lagi ng takot sa tuwing mamamalayan kong oras na nang ting tulog. pumunta ako sa harap ng pinto at umupo sa sahig habang naririnig ko ang mga halakhak ng mga taong nagsasaya sa kani kanilang mga tahanan. napatanong nalang ako sa sarili ko,