Je was op zoek naar: i had never thought in so many years (Engels - Tajik)

would that i had never chosen soandso for my companion!
Вой бар ман, кош фалонро дӯст намегирифтам;

"and that i had never known, how my account is?
ва надониста будам, ки ҳисоби ман чист!

"and that i had never realised how my account (stood)!
ва надониста будам, ки ҳисоби ман чист!

alas for me! ah, would that i had never taken such an one for friend!
Вой бар ман, кош фалонро дӯст намегирифтам;

"ah! woe to me! would that i had never taken so-and-so as a friend!
Вой бар ман, кош фалонро дӯст намегирифтам;

"ah! woe is me! would that i had never taken such a one for a friend!
Вой бар ман, кош фалонро дӯст намегирифтам;

as for him whose record will be given to him in his left hand, he will exclaim: “would that i had never been given my record,
Аммо он кас, ки номаи аъмолашро ба дасти чапаш диҳанд, мегӯяд: «Эй кош,, номаи маро ба дасти ман намедоданд

but if bounty comes to you from allah, he will surely say, as if there had never been between you and him any affection. "oh, i wish i had been with them so i could have attained a great attainment."
Ва чун моле аз ҷониби Худо насибатон шавад, чунон ки гӯӣ миёнатон ҳеҷ гуна дӯстие набудааст, гӯяд; «Эй кош, ман низ бо онҳо мебудам ва ба фондае бузург даст меёфтам!»

but if a bounty from god visits you, he will surely say, as if there had never been any affection between you and him, 'would that i had been with them, to attain a mighty triumph!'
Ва чун моле аз ҷониби Худо насибатон шавад, чунон ки гӯӣ миёнатон ҳеҷ гуна дӯстие набудааст, гӯяд; «Эй кош, ман низ бо онҳо мебудам ва ба фондае бузург даст меёфтам!»

but if a bounty (victory and booty) comes to you from allah, he would surely say - as if there had never been ties of affection between you and him - "oh! i wish i had been with them; then i would have achieved a great success (a good share of booty)."
Ва чун моле аз ҷониби Худо насибатон шавад, чунон ки гӯӣ миёнатон ҳеҷ гуна дӯстие набудааст, гӯяд; «Эй кош, ман низ бо онҳо мебудам ва ба фондае бузург даст меёфтам!»