Je was op zoek naar: today its sunday and i am not going to church (Engels - Xhosa)

i am not going
i'm not going

i am not going anywhere
am going nowhere

and i spake unto you at that time, saying, i am not able to bear you myself alone:
ndathi kuni ngelo xesha, andinakunithwala ndedwa.

who is weak, and i am not weak? who is offended, and i burn not?
ngubani na okha aswele amandla, ndingasweli mandla nam? ngubani na okha akhutyekiswe, ndingatshiseki mna?

the eye of him that hath seen me shall see me no more: thine eyes are upon me, and i am not.
aliyi kuba sandalama iliso londibonileyo; amehlo akho ekum, ndingabikho.

and he said unto him, we are passing from bethlehemjudah toward the side of mount ephraim; from thence am i: and i went to bethlehemjudah, but i am now going to the house of the lord; and there is no man that receiveth me to house.
yathi kuyo, siyagqitha, sivela ebhetelehem yakwayuda; siya emathambekeni akwaefrayim; endingowakhona. ndibe ndihambele ebhetelehem yakwayuda, ngoku ndihambela endlwini kayehova. akukho bani ke undamkelela endlwini yakhe apha;

then cried jesus in the temple as he taught, saying, ye both know me, and ye know whence i am: and i am not come of myself, but he that sent me is true, whom ye know not.
wadanduluka ke ngoko uyesu, efundisa etempileni, wathi, nina niyandazi, nikwazi nalapho ndivela khona; andizanga ngokwam; uyinyaniso owandithumayo, eningamaziyo nina.