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despectio
despectio, despectionis disdain (for); act of looking down on; (w/gen); despising, contempt (l+s);

despectio sui
he made his

si expavi ad multitudinem nimiam et despectio propinquorum terruit me et non magis tacui nec egressus sum ostiu
did i fear a great multitude, or did the contempt of families terrify me, that i kept silence, and went not out of the door?

audi deus noster quia facti sumus despectio converte obprobrium super caput eorum et da eos in despectionem in terra captivitati
hear, o our god; for we are despised: and turn their reproach upon their own head, and give them for a prey in the land of captivity: