Je was op zoek naar: ut ita loquar (Latijn - Engels)

cum dixero nequaquam ita loquar commuto faciem meam et dolore torqueo
if i say, i will forget my complaint, i will leave off my heaviness, and comfort myself:

et ut ita dictum sit per abraham et levi qui decimas accipit decimatus es
and as i may so say, levi also, who receiveth tithes, payed tithes in abraham.

praecepitque rex ut ita fieret statimque in susis pependit edictum et decem aman filii suspensi sun
and the king commanded it so to be done: and the decree was given at shushan; and they hanged haman's ten sons.

ego autem nullo horum usus sum non scripsi autem haec ut ita fiant in me bonum est enim mihi magis mori quam ut gloriam meam quis evacue
but i have used none of these things: neither have i written these things, that it should be so done unto me: for it were better for me to die, than that any man should make my glorying void.

et iuravit rursum david et ille ait scit profecto pater tuus quia inveni gratiam in oculis tuis et dicet nesciat hoc ionathan ne forte tristetur quinimmo vivit dominus et vivit anima tua quia uno tantum ut ita dicam gradu ego morsque dividimu
and david sware moreover, and said, thy father certainly knoweth that i have found grace in thine eyes; and he saith, let not jonathan know this, lest he be grieved: but truly as the lord liveth, and as thy soul liveth, there is but a step between me and death.