Je was op zoek naar: volo, non valeo (Latijn - Engels)

volo, non valeo
i wish i can't

obduro, mea puell--sed sine te non valeo
i am tough, my girl - but without you i am not strong

non valeo solus vestra negotia sustinere et pondus ac iurgi
how can i myself alone bear your cumbrance, and your burden, and your strife?

ait autem vilicus intra se quid faciam quia dominus meus aufert a me vilicationem fodere non valeo mendicare erubesc
then the steward said within himself, what shall i do? for my lord taketh away from me the stewardship: i cannot dig; to beg i am ashamed.