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i hate u
saya benci awak

i hate malay
malay is disgustinggggg

i hate being sick
i hate being sick

apa maksud i hate you
what purpose i hate you

yeh his friends said tht he likes me a lot but i didn't believe it. but then, day by day he show me an effort. the way he treat me how he care about me then i believe. tbh i fall fr him too but then i think i can't tell him. i hate separation. i love our friendship. so i made up my mind. i'm trying ignore him. because i feel awkward. treat like my bro. but then seeing he with another girl make me fucking jealousy. then i realize that i've fall for him. i wait fr the right time to confess but i think he start ignore me and i know he's moving on. too late to regret. but tht the best way to keep our friendship. he's a good guy, good friend, good listener. but now he changing a lot. seeing he happy with the girl he love made me happy. i surrender. so the end i think i should keep it silent.
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