Je was op zoek naar: zaslepljivalo (Servisch - Engels)

sećanje na nju te je usporavalo i zaslepljivalo da vidiš druge mogućnosti.
her memory was holding you back and blinding you to other possibilities.

bogatstvo velikih imperija je uvek zaslepljivalo. ali ispod površine razuzdane želje za novcem, moći i materijalnim posedovanjem znači da su obaveze javnih službi zamenili lideri i građani koji grebu za plenom.
great empire wealth always dazzles, but beneath the surface the unbridled desire for money, power and material possessions means that duty and public service are replaced by leaders and citizens who scramble for the spoils.

oh, ne mogu poreći da mi je bilo zadovoljstvo da otkrijem da je ono što me je zaslepljivalo u vezi tebe bila samo gizdavost, da postoji puder ispod nežnog obraza, da postoji prljavština ispod prljavih noktiju, da je vaša namirisana maramica prljava, džuli.
oh, i cannot deny that it has given me pleasure to discover that what has dazzled us below you was only gaudiness, that there is powder under tender cheek, that there is grime under your dirty nails, that your perfumed handkerchief is dirty, julie.