Je was op zoek naar: increparme (Spaans - Engels)

no podía olvidar tampoco lo que experimentaba cuando te volvías contra mí y comenzabas a increparme. era como si un animal a quien hubiese golpeado me mirara con ojos humanos y me hablase para recriminarme.
i could not forget my own sensations when you thus started up and poured out the venom of your mind: i felt fear as if an animal that i had struck or pushed had looked up at me with human eyes and cursed me in a man's voice.--bring me some water!

si no lo dices es: primero porque te faltan las fuerzas, segundo porque no te acostumbras a la idea de acusarme e increparme y, en fin, porque las puertas de tus lágrimas están abiertas y si hablases mucho romperías en llanto. sé que no quieres llorar, explicarte, hacer una escena, sino que te propones, en vez de hablar, actuar.
what do you say to that? i see you can say nothing in the first place, you are faint still, and have enough to do to draw your breath; in the second place, you cannot yet accustom yourself to accuse and revile me, and besides, the flood-gates of tears are opened, and they would rush out if you spoke much; and you have no desire to expostulate, to upbraid, to make a scene: you are thinking how _to act_--_talking_ you consider is of no use.