Je was op zoek naar: kuhangaika (Swahili - Engels)

kuhangaika
obsession

alipomaliza kutumia kila kitu, kukatokea njaa kali katika nchi ile, naye akaanza kuhangaika.
and when he had spent all, there arose a mighty famine in that land; and he began to be in want.

kisha akawachukua petro, yakobo na yohane; akaanza kufadhaika sana na kuhangaika.
and he taketh with him peter and james and john, and began to be sore amazed, and to be very heavy;

maisha ni mafupi sana kwa mtu kuhangaika, kwa hiyo tunajikabidhi kwa miungo, kwa kweli ni kutegemea, au kulowea kwenye tabia za mapenzi, tabia mbovu, madawa ya kulevya, au pombe.
life is too much for one person to confront, so we submit to the gods, rely on a country, or become addicted to love affairs, two-dimensional characters, nicotine, or alcohol.