Je was op zoek naar: what if i wanted to go and have nice dessert? (Tagalog - Engels)

i wanted to go there someday
i really want to go there someday

what if i don’t ever want to go
what if i don't ever want to go

believe me. that's all i wanted you to do. you're the one who said you were interested in me, that you want to be with me, and that you want to spend the rest of your life with me. so why won't you believe me? why do i have to look like a fool? why do i feel so bad? i have trust issues. i told you that. and i said i can't trust anyone but you're the one who assured me that no matter what happens you'll always be there for me so i trusted you. i told you everything about me. i told you stuff other people don't know. but you don't believe me! in fact, you questioned if i was being honest with you. my gosh, i am honest with you. i love you. and i too want to spend the rest of my life with you. but you don't believe me. i can sense you're probably wondering what you saw in me. you're probably wondering why you chose me. you're probably fed up. you're probably annoyed. you're probably upset. but i'm upset too! i'm upset because you don't believe me. i'm upset because you can't trust me. i'm upset because you're the one who i want to be with, you're the only person who makes me smile and you're the first person who has ever protected me. but now you don't believe me? i can't handle that! i thought we were honest with each other. i thought we were firm. i thought it was real. now you're going to ask me if i lied? i... i don't understand how it all had to go from being the most romantic couple to this! this! you don't believe me. that's why i'm upset. i said that if i were to be with someone, i need to know that i will be believed. you promised. you swore. you told me you'd believe me. unfortunately, you don't believe me. and it hurts! i hate you for that. i hate you so much that it kills me. it sickens me. it makes me want to destroy myself. believe me. i asked you to believe me. believe me. believe me!
believe me. that's all i wanted you to do. you're the one who said you were interested in me, that you want to be with me, and that you want to spend the rest of your life with me. so why won't you believe me? why do i have to look like a fool? why do i feel so bad? i have trust issues. i told you that. and i said i can't trust anyone but you're the one who assured me that no matter what happens you'll always be there for me so i trusted you. i told you everything about me. i told you stuff oth