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akwaba ubunjengomnakwethu obesanya amabele kama! bendingathi, ndikufumene phandle, ndikwange, bangandideli noko.
o that thou wert as my brother, that sucked the breasts of my mother! when i should find thee without, i would kiss thee; yea, i should not be despised.

kuba, naxa bendingathi ndigqithisele ukuqhayisa ngalo igunya lethu, esalinikwayo yinkosi ukuba sinakhe, singanichithi, bendingedaniyo;
for though i should boast somewhat more of our authority, which the lord hath given us for edification, and not for your destruction, i should not be ashamed:

kuba xa bendingathi ndithande ukuqhayisa, bendingayi kuba ndiswele ukuqonda, kuba bendiya kuba ndithetha inyaniso; kodwa ndiyayeka, ukuze kungabikho bani ucinga ngam ngaphezu koko abona ndikuko, athi mhlawumbi akuve kum.
for though i would desire to glory, i shall not be a fool; for i will say the truth: but now i forbear, lest any man should think of me above that which he seeth me to be, or that he heareth of me.