您搜索了: i had not heard before (英语 - 印尼语)

and i had not known what my account was:
(dan aku tidak mengetahui apa hisab terhadap diriku.)

or as an hidden untimely birth i had not been; as infants which never saw light.
mengapa aku tidak lahir tanpa nyawa supaya tidurku lelap dan terlena