Je was op zoek naar: become what you hate till the day you repent (Engels - Latijn)

and the child grew, and waxed strong in spirit, and was in the deserts till the day of his shewing unto israel.
puer autem crescebat et confortabatur spiritu et erat in deserto usque in diem ostensionis suae ad israhe

that ye may approve things that are excellent; that ye may be sincere and without offence till the day of christ;
ut probetis potiora ut sitis sinceres et sine offensa in diem christ

but go thou thy way till the end be: for thou shalt rest, and stand in thy lot at the end of the days.
tu autem vade ad praefinitum et requiesce et stabis in sorte tua in fine dieru

let none of us is the same thing in his old age, he was in youth, there is no one in the morning, which was the day before; all what you see, she is running together with the time, left out nothing of those things "that we see, he remains; that is to say, which is what heraclitus has said: ddscendimus do not enter twice into the same river; remains the same as the name of the river, but the water flows
nemo nostrum idem est in senectute, qui fuit iuvenis, nemo est mane, qui fuit pridie; quidquid vides, currit cum tempore, nihil ex his' quae videmus, manet; hoc est, quod ait heraclitus: in idem flumen bis non ddscendimus; manet idem fluminis nomen, aqua transmissa est