Je was op zoek naar: or i don’t get up and miss the lecture (Engels - Russisch)

if i don’t go today, it’ll be that much harder to make myself get up and do it tomorrow
Если сачкану сейчас, будет вдвойне тяжелее встать на пробежку завтра

op: i don’t like how much time is wasted on getting here, but that’s a general issue of moscow, nothing we can do. i spend 2 hours a day in the underground and i could have found better use for that time. it’s still good that the lectures start at 10, so i miss the rush hour.
ОП: Не нравится, сколько времени я трачу на дорогу, но это проблема большого города, проблема Москвы, и мы не можем это изменить.

fasting is to cause my body, humanly speaking, or my bodily senses to be cut off from the world. i don’t have any exuberance to go out there. i don’t have any get up and go to get out there. i don’t have any drive to be in those things. i just want to sit around. i want to be in the back room. i’d just rather not listen to anything of the world. it is to cut down the resistance, to keep the bodily interference away from my faith so that i won’t doubt. as long as this body is alive, as long as these things are taking place, then that means that my heart isn’t going to be able to believe without doubting.
До тех пор, пока это тело живо, до тех пор, пока эти вещи происходят, до тех пор это значит, что моё сердце не способно верить без сомнений.