Je was op zoek naar: memoria hospitis unius diei prætereuntis (Latijn - Engels)

et perrexit in desertum via unius diei cumque venisset et sederet subter unam iuniperum petivit animae suae ut moreretur et ait sufficit mihi domine tolle animam meam neque enim melior sum quam patres me
but he himself went a day's journey into the wilderness, and came and sat down under a juniper tree: and he requested for himself that he might die; and said, it is enough; now, o lord, take away my life; for i am not better than my fathers.