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ik meestal streven naar een eeuwige optimist, maar om een of andere reden een van mijn lange termijn doelen leven is gebleven onvoltooide en is omringd door mijn eigen twijfels en negatieve gedachten. helaas, deze contemplations houden me terug uit de volgende door met mogelijk een van mijn belangrijkste ambities.
i usually strive to be an eternal optimist; however, for some reason one of my long-term life goals has remained uncompleted and it is surrounded by my own self-doubt and negative thoughts。 unfortunately, these contemplations are holding me back from following through with potentially one of my most important aspirations。

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