Results for me every night thinking about my ... translation from English to Tagalog

what about my future
pano na kinabukasan ko

me every night thinking what's wrong with me.
every wait has a worth.

i didn't sleep last night thinking about you
hindi ako nakatulog kagabi sa kaiisip sayo

i have sleepless nights thinking about you
ilang gabing walang tulog kakaisip saiyo

i know. do you know that i am! i was locked in the room, and i could hug the pillow that had always been wet in tears when it was leaking. thirdly, i am thankful that there was that pillow that i was thinking about when it was just you, because i always knew that if it was the pillow, every time i was hurt, i was aware of the sadness so i was crying again and the pillow was always with me every time i thought about when and how you left me. i left moko without knowing what the reason was. i left you without you
ko. alam mo ba na ako! ako ay nagkulong sa silid, at kayakap ko ang unan na laging nabasa sa luha kung pumapatak. pangatlo, pasalamat ako na andiyan yung unan na iniisip ko nung dati na sana ikaw nalang yun,dahil alam moba na palagi kung karamay ay ang unan,sa tuwing ako ay nasasaktan,batid ang kalungkutan kaya umiiyak na naman at ang unan ay lagi kung karamay sa tuwing naisip ko kung kailan at paano mo ako iniwan. iniwan moko nang hindi ko alam kung ano ang dahilan. iniwan moko nang hindi ka